You know these past months i’ve found myself missing you like crazy. I mean its to the point where things doesnt feel right, i couldnt do certain stuff because it reminds me of you. So I’ve come to the conclusion that I wanna be your first and last. Your first love, first real boyfriend, first sex partner. And even if I cant be your first kiss, I sure as hell wanna be your last. Because I couldnt bare being with someone else. Youre the only girl that makes me truely happy. And I dont ever wanna lose you. So all the experiences that you may not have had yet I want to be apart of them. I love you baby.